It's Sunday morning, 5-ish am and I can't go back to sleep because I am so....excited. I actually woke at around 4:40 am but forced myself to stay in bed until 5. My mind was hopping with all of the things that I would get to do today, some mundane tasks, like returning off-color makeup to Target and some cool stuff...like going to early, early mass then dropping in on my favorite local coffee house. I haven't felt this way since I was a kid early Christmas morning.
I'm really hoping that this is a sign that the medicine is working and not the precursor to a hypomanic episode. Maybe I'm being pessimistic, but I've had one before and the comedown is a major suck...usually involving a return to Lithium and the subsequent thyroid malfunction and piling on of pounds.
I'm crossing my fingers for the excitement.
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