Tuesday, October 02, 2007

sometimes i hate this so much

Every rare once in a while I realize exactly how complicated maintaining a functioning life has become...taking multiple doses of medicine multiple times throughout the day, remembering what I can and cannot casually say about my outside life at work, keeping at the exercise and artwork that is a vital support to my mental health, regulating how much time I spend running around during the weekend...and I despair of getting through the rest of it without ending it early.

Usually I just do what is needed without thinking much about it. About 98% of the time. But every now and then that 2% rolls around and I just want to lay down and suspend my life for a long, long, long time.

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