This, right now, right this very instant, what I feel....like the deep breath you release after a tense situation at work has just been resolved and you've hung up the phone and now have a few minutes to relax before rushing into the next fray...and you feel like you can handle the next fray and the one after and all those after...this is how I want to feel. All the time would be good, but right now I'd settle for half a day.
Incidentally, "Forgot About Dre" is an excellent song for keeping the grey matter occupied enough to bypass the experience of depression. Something about the baseline/rap slow/fast rhythm throws the brain off balance and keeps it there so it can't settle into the steady gray despair. Or at least it does for me.
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