Interesting

I miss the hospital.

I also regret that I didn't realize how much it was helpful to me during the time I was there. I think I knew it in little bits and pieces, but a lot of me was busy being discombobulated and generally freaked out.

I felt calmer there, very peaceful and green, like an Irish countryside (or what I imagine an Irish countryside would look like). Which makes sense considering that every single decision that I normally would have to make was being made for me.

Now that I'm out, I wonder if I'll ever get back to that Irish countryside green way of feeling.