Monday, January 17, 2005

1.17.05 10:26 A.M. - State Of The Mental Address

This is one of those mornings that, in spite of doing all of the
recommended things...Schoolhouse Rock instead of angsty Frou Frou in
the car CD player, adding a green slipcover to the couch (green being
one of the calming, soothing colors according to a magazine article I
read)...I still cannot shake the feeling that just behind or to one
side of my existence there is a deep black hole that I am going to
fall into.

It is a bright, sunny day outside. It's about 17 below with the wind
chill, but the sun is shining and the sky is blue without a cloud in
sight. But I swear I can see the grotesque, distorted faces of
monsters pressing against whatever fabric that is keeping them in
their black abyss.

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