Well, I've gone from the solution-oriented state that I was in when I
wrote this post to taking forever to get out the door out of a dread
of the cold and the snow and the work ahead of me, to a sort of mixed
state of grim humor, near crying, despair and patches of enthusiasm
here and there.
I have a firm enough protectiveness towards myself that I'm okay with
going home sick if I have to, but I don't want to return calls to my
shrink's billing department. I think that if I turn on some music
with a vigorous beat I'll be okay and I'm so cold that I'm feeling
mild despair over ever getting warm. I also feel tears at the back of
my eyes and my hip, back and knees are aching.
I'm really in the middle of hating this throwing darts at a dartboard
method of treating whatever the hell is wrong with me. I know that
there's no other way really, but I'm beginning to believe what (I
think) Nitchze said about if there are numerous cures for an illness
you can be sure that illness is incurable. Since I'm not up to
searching for the exact quote, someone else can correct me.
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I'm a lurker at ars, I thought I would mention something that basically cured my depression overnight. I was very depressed almost constantly for around 3 months, and I eventually decided to buy this weird invention I read about on the net.
I wasn't exactly confident that it would work, but decided to give it a shot anyway, and I'm very glad I did. The website says it does a whole lot of stuff besides helping depression, but I didn't take much notice of it. It seems it's basically a parasite killer.
http://www.worldwithoutparasites.com/experiences.html
It really did work overnight for me, I hope you can give it a try.
If thats too weird for you, I also got a small personal harmoniser from this site after reading about it improving peoples moods.
http://www.implosionresearch.com/
It also improves the water somehow, I can't stand tap water, but placing it next to a jug of water for a few minutes really makes a difference. Especially after boiling it.
loloclam from Ars, here.
re: http://www.worldwithoutparasites.com/experiences.html, a "Clark zapper" is not something I would use on an your condition without expert supervision.
When my sister had cancer, I did extensive research on Rife machines, Clark zappers, and related forms of EM therapy. Do NOT start spraying yourself with RF energy while you are emotionally fragile. If you are interested, check around and find a Naturopath, Chiropractor, etc, who has LOTS of experience using the device. (My sister ended up using a Rife machine[http://www.rt66.com/~rifetech/] under the care of a trained Chiropractor and it did help her cancer, just not fast enough. So, I'm not anti-EM technology, just saying be careful.)
See the Lounge for more ideas.
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